I waited there
Arms clutched around scabbed knees
Dirty face streaked with tears
Feet bare and calloused
Wrecked
Wracked
Wretched
Eyes closed tight against the world
Ears shut listening to the void
No whisper
No echo
No
Escape
I HELD MY BREATH
Until my pounding heart demanded
A little longer than that
Calming along all lines
Drawn and redrawn
I TOOK A BREATH
There is no reason
“Why would they do that?”
There is no reason
No logic
Not an answer to the question
I waited for you in the dark
To arrive with answers
Reason
Logic
Oh, but I met you there
I met you in darkness
And all you had to give me
What you gave me there in the darkest night
Like a small spark of hope
Like a brief touch of peace
Like the sun streaming through grey skies
When I met you in darkness
You gave me someone to love
No reason
Not logical
The glowing heart of you
Shining spirit
I still look for you
In the dark

Powerful, and very beautiful writing.